I am in love with...Regretsy. I love how much joy reading about other people's butthurts and horribly made crafts. It makes me almost think that I am talented enough to make things to sell, but if I ever did open an Etsy store, my only goal wouldn't be making money, but making it on the Regretsy page. I am going to order a digital copy of Regretsy's Big Book of Fabricated Finnish Folktales. It's only $5 for the digital copy and the proceeds go to charity so I'm okay with that. (done!)
I'm also in love with Jenna Mourey, also known as Jenna Marbles on youtubes, twitter and Facebook. I love her views on life and how to have a more relaxed existence. She makes me laugh at things that used to be things that would piss me off, but now when those situations arise, I hear her voice in my head ranting about it and honestly I can't help but laugh. I have been a bit more laid back and I swear every day I'm growing more into my role as a productive member of this adult society that has scared me for so long. I never really wanted to grow up, but it's not as bad as I thought it would be.
I seem to be re-evaluating almost everything in my life and it's nice to have someone to look to. I wouldn't be able to do this as gracefully on my own, but seeing peers go through the same things and their reactions to similar situations help me to figure out the best possible way to go about dealing with people/ problems. The guy I was dating decided that we weren't meant to be dating and instead of throwing a tantrum like a little kid as I would have done a few years ago, I just went on with it and we're still hanging out like the good friends we are. I've learned there are no reasons to burn bridges unless they really and truly have wronged you and it's not someone's fault if they don't feel for you the same way you feel for them. You just have to accept that sometimes, you aren't on the same page and once you're able to grasp that concept, it's less awkward to be around them and to be friends. I was on my way to doing this with Rowe, and hopefully when he comes back to Richmond in October we will actually be roommates. I really would love to only be paying 300 or so for rent once more and to be living with someone else who loves to live in a clean home. Someone who pays bills on time so we can dick around with the rest of our time after that gets taken care of first. Rowe is a good friend and I'm glad I didn't do the kid thing and cut him out of my life completely. Living together might be weird at first or maybe it won't. I see it going one of three ways: 1)we live together, we work out great and we are roommates for a long time, 2) we live together, start dating/sleeping together it goes well, we live happily ever after or 3) we start dating/sleeping together, it goes badly and it's awkward after that. I really don't know how it's going to happen, but any of those three scenarios seem okay to me.
I woke up this morning sick, at least sick enough to not make it to work. My nose just wouldn't stop running, I have no idea how I could have had that much goop in my nose. I mean, I know it's kinda big, but seriously? I hope I never get cancer, my body is really advanced at regenerating shit it shouldn't, like ova and phlegm and saliva. Anyways, I found out that the CVS brand of affrin no drip extra strength nose spray works wonders. When I get to Greenaire, I will be taking a severe sinus pill, I'm still leery about them; usually I can't stand or drive for a while after I take one of them. We'll have to see how I feel. My nose has been pretty good for the hour that I've been sitting in Starbucks, so hopefully it will continue to not drip at the boys' home. I don't feel like using Kleenex during Hot Tub Time Machine, which apparently is the movie we're watching tonight.
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